Chrissy Teigen says she’s depressed and struggling after ending up in what she dubbed "cancel club" following bullying allegations that she apologized for last month. More inside…
Chrissy Teigen is seemingly going through it. Or at least, that’s what she claims.
The 35-year-old cookbook author hopped on Instagram yesterday to share how she’s struggling with being cancelled after allegations of social media bullying surfaced in the past few months.
Apparently, she’s having a hard time not being active on social media in the exact way she wants to be and it has caused her to go into a depressed state. Following the bullying accusations made against her, she said "it sucks" being in what she dubbed, "cancel club"
"Iiiii don’t really know what to say here…just feels so weird to pretend nothing happened in this online world but feel like utter shit in real life. Going outside sucks and doesn’t feel right, being at home alone with my mind makes my depressed head race."
The model mom said she feels lost and wants to "find my place again."
"I feel lost and need to find my place again,I need to snap out of this, I desperately wanna communicate with you guys instead of pretending everything is okay," she wrote in the caption of a photo of her lounging on the couch.
"I’m not used to any other way!! Cancel club is a fascinating thing and I have learned a whollllle lot. Only a few understand it and it’s impossible to know til you’re in it. And it’s hard to talk about it in that sense because obviously you sound whiney when you’ve clearly done something wrong. It just sucks."
While she was reluctant to make the post, she said she missed and fans and that she "can’t do this silent sh*t" any longer.
"All I know is I love you guys, I miss you guys, and I just needed an honest moment with you because I’m just…tired of being sick with myself all day. I don’t even know if it’s good to say any of this because it’s gonna get brutally picked apart but I dunno. I can’t do this silent shit anymore! If you or someone you know has also been cancelled please let me know if there is a cancel club reunion because I could use some time off my couch! Thank u and goodbye I love u," she wrote.
Also, she has been posting on social media and has not been silent.
Read her full message below:
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On IG Stories, she shared a clip of her husband John Legend singing in the background while in the studio and she talked about wanting to cook dinner. It seems her EGOT husband may have been in the studio with newly minted Grammy AND Oscar winner Tiara Thomas:
working w John Legend at his studio today..went to use the bathroom and when I walked in the toilet seat automatically came up..the seat was heated btw..and I couldn’t figure out how to flush the toilet afterwards, and now I feel poor
— Tiara Thomas (@Tiara_Thomas) July 15, 2021
Folks have been sounding off on social media in reaction to Chrissy’s "depressing" post.
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Many fans want her to seek therapy. Others aren’t here for her pity party, especially after she just came from a family & friends vacay in Italy (above):
Very depressed Chrissy Teigen wants to let us all know how depressed she is b/c she’s a hateful twat & now she can’t have fun being a twat on social media anymore. She also said she needs time off her couch even though she was just in Italy with family and friends for 2 weeks. pic.twitter.com/q2y6xRBC9T
— Erin Moon Honey Davies (@erinheartscoco) July 15, 2021
The ONLY reason Chrissy Teigen is depressed she’s in a “Cancel club” is because she’s not making money. Girl, bye. She’s acting depressed with a pic of herself on a couch as if she just wasn’t in Italy last week. pic.twitter.com/4TXtiIqEL2
— AC (@ac100444) July 15, 2021
— Petty LaBelle (@sillyoletweet) July 15, 2021
chrissy teigen thinking about what she’s gonna say next for drama on twitter to piss off more people. pic.twitter.com/4jDuRSofgn
— Johnny (@itsJohnny05) July 15, 2021
every 2-3 business Chrissy Teigen using her white women tears for attention. i’m tide. pic.twitter.com/0uMvyoeWKk
— L E X (@iamlexstylz) July 15, 2021
Chrissy Teigen, just back from Italy, sitting on a $30,000 vintage Mario Bellini camaleonda sofa reminding 34.9M followers that she’s the true victim in all of this. pic.twitter.com/lPswmsu7ZI
— The House of Burgesses (@cburgman) July 15, 2021
Last month, Chrissy took to the Internet to issue a second apology for troll tweets she posted in the past that were aimed at celebs like Lindsay Lohan, Courtney Stodden, among others.
"There is simply no excuse for my past horrible tweets," she she wrote via Medium. "My targets didn’t deserve them. No one does. Many of them needed empathy, kindness, understanding, and support, not my meanness masquerading as a kind of casual, edgy humor. I was a troll, full stop. And I am so sorry."
Designer Michael Costello accused her of bullying and blacklisting him from the industry, but his screenshots were questionable. John Legend defended his wife and said Costello’s "screenshots" were fabricated. Chrissy also popped back and threatened legal action.
Since all of the drama unfolded, she stepped away from her voice-over role in Never Have I Ever. She also stepped back from her home cleaning and self-care line Safely that she launched with Kris Jenner earlier this year.
Photo: Chrissy’s IG